That is how I felt all day today. I don’t know what’s going on anymore. I’m so confused. I’ve tried to talk to him through every means of communication I can think of and he hasn’t responded to anything. I’m pretty positive I didn’t do anything wrong. It is completely horrible how life can be amazing at one moment and then something happens that can cause the mood to change so quickly. I also figured out that when I’m in a depressive state, I tend to make a lot of plans with people…I guess I do this to keep my mind off of what is bugging me…? It works though. All I want to do right now if put on headphones and drown out my thoughts with music. Goodnight tumblr. Sweet dreams.
I can’t find a picture of a girl with short hair that has like teased curls at the bottom and it is straight on top. I don’t know. Like the curls on the bottom are kind of afro-ish…? Dang, I don’t know how to explain this. I know someone posted a picture with girls with hair like that the other day. I want to do my hair like that but I can’t find the picture! Can anyone help me out??
That whenever something is bothering me, I tend to be at my happiest? I always act like nothing is wrong at all. I laugh constantly and bounce around the house, but, in reality, there’s something eating me up inside. I can’t seem to show how I’m feeling or even want anyone to know how I’m feeling, for that matter. Gah, I don’t know! Maybe it’s better this way because at least I get some joy…
7169.) I'm madly in love with music. My family thinks I'm literally insane and way to obsessed with going to shows. I've decided that I want to be in a band. I want to make people feel the way I feel when I'm at a show. It's the best feeling ever. My problem is I can't sing. This summer I'm determined to relearn the guitar and see where that will take me. I'm not giving up.
The sun is finally out after what seemed like 938756287 days of rain, so I’m thinking of sitting outside, eating a freeze pop, and watching Lars and The Real Girl on the laptop. The rents aren’t home and I would have had someone come over, but it seems like everyone is working today. Booo. So it’s just me and Lars decking it out until my mum comes home and we go to see The Dead Weather. Pretty chill day. I like chill days. :)